thanks for all the concern guys. I’m babysitting now, still not sure how this is going to go down.
I still have my old mouse and keyboard that I can use with my computer, because my current ones are going to be gone for a week for sure. idk how the parental controls will go either.
hopefully they’ll just forget about it, my dad isn’t all up on me as much as my mom is about this whole situation.
i just don’t know.
I feel sick to my stomach. I don’t think i can explain how much I want to talk to you guys. Im in tears.
and forget what I said about the ipad, that’s gone too.
Okay guys. This is Sophia on my personal blog. My parents took everything away, my keyboard, my phone, my webcam, but not my ipad idk why. They’re probably putting parental blocks on skype and tumblr, who knows what else. They dont want me talking to you. They’re appalled that I’ve made friends on the internet. Honestly, I don’t know what to do at this point. I don’t know how long it’ll be until I talk to you guys again. Maybe not until summer, or even 5 years from now when I’m eighteen.
I don’t know. I’m really upset. I’ve been crying ever since 4 in the morning. You may think that is dumb, but whatever. I’ve never told you guys this but I guess this would be the best time to tell you. I have struggled with self harm and anorexia for the past two years. It has been worse in the past few months. Little things like watching the creatures or listening to music has helped me out. You guys making me laugh so much. Meeting so many wonderful people on tumblr has boosted my confidence level even higher, to the post where even for awhile I learned to embrace my flaws and love myself. You know what happened? After 100 lectures from my parents it just made myself feel like a sack of shit again.
It feels like my confidence has been bulldozed over. I hate myself, so, so much now. Because of my dumb mistakes I am here, writing this. I feel like an idiot. I’m ashamed of myself.
I’m not telling my parents about my problems. I don’t want to. I tried to before and they just told me to get over it. I never tell them what they want to hear when they ask me to say something. Whenever I talked to them about my problems I just feel ashamed, angry, or annoyed. God knows that they would probably think I’m lying about it too.
And sorry to everyone in skype that my mom/dad was a total dick to. That was really uncalled for, considering you’re a grown adult. I’m not immature, even. They didn’t do anything to you.
And at this point I don’t even care if you’re all creepy 60 year old men because you did a good job of being teenagers. You guys don’t know it, but you’ve helped me out more than more parents ever have. And for that I thank you.
I’m not posting on the creature blog until everything is in the clear. I don’t know what to do now. You guys have my facebook, my phone, but I’m being serious when I saw don’t text me or message me. They have access to everything.
I don’t know what to with myself anymore. I don’t wanna be here anymore.
I hope you all see this.
-Sophia
omg on the Horse gif some bitch changed the source to her.
r u srs
I don’t think a majority of the gifs on her blog are hers.
